Sunday, May 29, 2011

Youth On Pills

aight so i just put the album up, check it out, dl it for however much u want, tell your pals

So i wanted a lot of noise on this EP, a lot more than the last releases. Musically, its not all about the song. its about the song and the atmosphere that it sits in. I really wanted the songs to have a setting. theres a lot of non musical elements, that was also something i tried to do, using noise along side the music, its like using non objective markings in a painting of fully rendered woman. The music is trying so hard to breathe under suffocating layers of distortion and feedback and random noisez and fuzz, but under all that theres catchy hooks and memorable lines, you just have to take the time to find/notice them. Theyre pretty personal songs, The lyrics read like a diary. I want ppl to read these super personal and private thoughts and be like 'yo i feel dat'. Theres nothing better than spilling your guts to someone and then them feeling the same shit that you thought you only felt, i dunno its awesome, its why i do art, to connect with ppl. so ya check it out, free gucci, skinny niggas runnin shit

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

yeh dude

Youth On Pills

the whole thing drops monday
heres 2 songs

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Thursday, May 5, 2011

the youth of today


What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?

Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
26 Apr 2011SioneMy suggestion is this. Get some accomplishment. Spend a week learning survival techniques, really, really learning and then at the end of that week run away. Run away to the mountains and walk as far out as you can. Then just try to survive. If you live you live, if you die you die. But maybe while you are out there trying to survive you will gain a new appreciation of life and if you make it through the ordeal you will want to live and live life fully. This is what I plan to do anyhow. I hope this helps
26 Apr 2011KillmenowMy dad abuses me and I went to school with marks. They called ACS. But he lied and got away with it.
23 Apr 2011defI think you should take a train... on the rail
23 Apr 2011DeliciousIm 33 years old i have no 1 i lost my kids over 2 and ahalf years ago i cant see them and i almost died last year i dont want 2 live what do i have 2 live 4 rite now nothing
22 Apr 2011KelseyHonestly.... I have been suicidal since the 3rd or 4th grade.. All because my nana, the only person besides my duggie of a dad, was the only one to care about me. She died 2weeks before my 8th birthday. The first time i tried commiting suicide i tried to sufficate myself. But my friend found me and snitched on me. And every since ive tried over dos, drowning, suffication, etc. Ive never tried to cut myself bc its too painful. But my mom is a bitch and my two little sisters are evil (im 14 by the way) and i see no point in living. My dad has been in and out of jail for not paying hild support for my half brother since i was born. Hes the reason why i dont believe in promises... He broke them... And i feel alone 24/7 but i igure if i put a fake smile on my face then ill make it... But all it does is make it worse on me. My boyfriend of 2years on and off (bc we live 600miles away) keeps telling me that my depression stage will go away i i wanted it too and i "will" stop thinking negativly. But he doesn know. And my loving him with all my heart and the things we have been through and everything just puts more crap on me... Plus my mom doesnt even understand about my suicidal thoughts. She doesnt believe that im depressed or anything... In a way i want to live and make my nana proud but then again i want to die to be with her. Which creates another problem... Heaven and hell... I i were to kill myself id probably go to hell but God forgives His children of sin... I dont know anymore.. But one thing i know... Believe cant be spelled without "lie"..... And i just want to die..... If anyone feels this way please talk to me!!
21 Apr 2011noahhi i am noah and my life is horrible i have 2 freinds but they hate me now my gf just broke up with me and every day i go to school i am called name im punched it is really sterting to get to me i have never really felt this way before i am 12 and i have had 1 girlfreinds and i dont think that i will ever get another i feel as if i am nothing but a waste of space and sometimes i look back into my life and if i were to kill my self somewhere around 200 people would be over joyed
21 Apr 2011AveReginaI´m 13 years old and i wanna kill myself. Almost everybody in my class hates me and they usually humiliate me. I really need somebody to talk with :(
19 Apr 2011una thinking about the absurd after reading camus and drawing tender hearts with ones own breath on the bell jar keeping you detached from the outside.

a more pragmatic approach to it, just taking a deep breath while isolating the kitchen from the outside word.

if all this should fail, you my dear, ought to stay alive.

by una
19 Apr 2011renaluvwel wen i stareted thinking about it waz wen i waz about 8 n now im 11 but i think about it now cuz my mom yakes her boyfriend side over me n she favorez mmy 2broz n lil sis but wen itz me im out of the picture so ive cut myself on my wrist n tried 2 runaway but wen i think about it my lyfe i say y wood i kil myself wen they r da 1z that need 2 b killed but nevr had da guts 2 so ill keep tryin n although her bf waz on my side he btraded me n kept sayin he waz gona leave but nvr dnt n im bein abused stil only by my mom it seemz lyke she hates me so i say she do i spoke 2 pple about my problem but then stopped cuz then they wood go n tel my mom so i dnt evn want her 2 see my kidz if i hve any but yal can either reach me at facebook:misslady nay or twitter:renaluv1
18 Apr 2011CameronLook i suppose i dont really have anything as bad as u guys happen to me in my life im 13 and life isnt worth living iv tried to be happy and yes drugs and drink help i get high and pissed and have a good time but then i just get sad afterwards my idea is either constantly be high or kill myself whilst i am high and drunk i though about going crazy drinking loads buying tons of weed and killing myself that way but that is un practicale so someone please just tell me the best way to commit suicide i have problems but im not going to tell them on here cause im not seeking help im seeking a cowards way out i shall get high and pissed and kill my self whilst im still laughing its the best way to go never mind getting old i may not do it yet i maybe will wait a few years maybe make a list of 50 things i wanna do before i do it things like dont die a virgin and stuff the important stuff in live (and thats not me being sarcasstic i honsestly belive that no one should die a virgin) so tell me people the best way to go (and nothing to hard because i am clumsy when im high) thanks all please respond i dont want sympothy
17 Apr 2011stephanieim 12 and i think the best way to kill yourself is by shooting yourself do it fast so the pain ends
17 Apr 2011Lauracutting
16 Apr 2011Two more days of lifeDo what my cousin did and what im going to do: take some sleeping pills stand on a balcony and when you start to fall asleep lean over the ledge i tried this on my bed as a test run and it just feels like a bad dream as your falling.
14 Apr 2011ceeceeIm only 13 and people say that im stupid for wanting to kill myself. No one knows what iv been through and honestly i cant do this anymore. I actually want to do it this time but i dont know how , can someone please tell me ?
14 Apr 2011Trevorcut yourself to death is the worst way,
a, it hurts too much.
b, u always get caught (tried it but had leaked with blood and parents always cleaned it up)
c, you realise that you want to do it again.
12 Apr 2011eric james briggsI feel like committing suicide and I might do it. I suck at life so bad its sad. Im 19 and I started taking Celexa, its an anti depression drug. I cant concentrate anymore, my grades are so horrible and my parents are pissed. Im just going to stop taking the drug. One thing that I hate is I cant get a girl freind i have tryed so hard, but seem to fail each time.

If you want to commit suicide, just call this number it might help:
1-800-DONT DO IT
10 Apr 2011JamieOk my daughters sister googled how to kill herself, and found the way to do it, as of now she is fighting for her life in ICU, I do not want this to happen to my daughter, her sister is her heart, and I want to know how in the world how to kill ur self is on the internet, she did not succeed, and may be perminently damaged for the rest of her life, not counting the huge scares up and down her wrist for the rest f her life, its NOT WORTH IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
10 Apr 2011kawasakiman boys girls womens oldies why r u worrying too much just do suicide its best way to end any horrible life. just go to russia on tourist visa in next harsh winter and just sleep on any frozen river at -30*c and u will sleep forever. no blood no cutting no pain no health upset just a sleep!!!! in hypothermia !!! to rip.
09 Apr 2011SamanthaDrowning yourself, cutting yourself